Apparently I’m angry with God. I say apparently, because it makes me uncomfortable to straightforwardly and honestly state that I am really pissed at God. I keep my anger at a low simmer, because if I let it loose I think it might scare the hell out of me. My counselor asked if I thought it was possible to rage against God in worship. This question makes me uncomfortable, because I think it just might be possible. It might be the most worshipful thing I could do right now. I welcome as well as implore you for your thoughts.
I put this post in the hopeful thoughts category, because I think it’s exactly where it belongs. Think about that for a moment.